this is how we overcome

and indeed, we did.
I feel so amazed by the fact that failure really gives birth to successes. praise the lord for all that He's done, indeed He sees the bigger picture. We'd fight till the last whistle with no regrets, playing like there's no tomorrow.

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Just spilling out my troubles to sarah in the midst of stressing over history really made me feel relieved. I was so stressed i just started talking non-stop about what happened and how weird people are and analyzing different situations and seeing if i am under the 'roolz' category. but haha, i really feel enlightened and light and quite excited.

y'know i still can't let the fact that you listened to her and placed our friendship on rocks sink in. i can't believe that i trusted and believed in you, helped you and comforted you, shared my life story and leaned on you, overcame obstacles and sacrificed for you, loved and cared for you. as a friend, i thought i did my best, but no, i didn't touch you at all, i didn't impact you at all. wasting time, energy, money, sweat and tears for you ain't worth it. 'cos i'm never be good enough for you, am i.
many a times i thought that doing my best, and giving my all was good enough. but God says i'm focusing too much on this and straying from studies. He wants me, to let you go.

so bye.

and here is where, i'd pick myself up.

carol, save me from my split personalities.

i love the fact that it's raining now and it's time for bed. :)
cheers

Right now, all i need is for someone to tell me it's all right.

I really miss those times we could actually talk,

now we don't even bother to say hi,
yet by the way life has it

we are found in close proximity half the time,

yet it's as if I don't even know you.

but i want to know you.

Jean has just died of over-exhaustion.

We think about it, sing about it, dream about it, lose sleep worrying about it. When we don't have it, we search for it; when we discover it, we don't know what to do with it; when we have it, we fear losing it. It is the constant source of pleasure and pain. It is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define, impossible to live without.

geez. i'm really jittery about whatever that's happening right now, and the thoughts going through specific people's minds. i've never experienced such immense rush-ness before, i'm not used to these kind of things despite the many past experiences and trials. i think i'd never be able to accept the fact that i'm swirling in an overwhelming amount of rumours despite being fat and ugly.

Good luck to CHUAH chengim for tomorrow's pe lesson - basketball with yixuan!! :)))

leave me lonely hearted